Tuesday, 5 September 2017

You are Free to Step Down....


How long will it be 
Before the need
To hoist someone
To a pedestal
Is seen 
As a perpetual
Renunciation 
and
Devaluing 
Of what it is
To be
You?

Nobody
Across the board
Knows more about 
All there is to know...
No - (body)
Knows 
What it is
To be 
You

Everyone 
Can represent 
A teacher 
They might have 
More to share
If they allow
Themselves
To be seen 
Outside of their 
Expertise container
You might 
Gain a greater 
Love and respect 
For the 
Universality
of 
Humanity
and 
For 
What it is
To be you..

No need to reinvent
The wheel
"Pull-ups" and inspiration
From another
a glorious
Embodiment of cooperation


There comes a time
When 
Perpetual pedestal placement
and 
The frequent displacement
of it's occupant

Through life itself
or 
By your own hand
Becomes a grand avoidance
Of the opportunity 
To declare 
The arrival of 

You as:

Hero. 
Guru. 
Teacher.
Guide.

You serve not...
Yourself 
or your chosen
pedestal occupant
Through this elevation..

To more fully embrace
Yourself
In 
Love of Self 
Will free
You to be 
More authentically You
and 
Orient your love 
Toward another
As
The extension of 
Your love for self
Rather 
Than make them
The object 
of 
or the source 
Of love

Both. 
A complete
Abandoning of
The love that you are
And 
What it is 
to be you....


R. O'Neill  (September  05, 2017)

Monday, 4 September 2017

Armageddon


If you are not prepared 
To hear the story
You are not ready
To receive 
The gems held within

You are like
The new born infant
Suckling 
Immersed in 
A consciousness of 
Instant gratification
This is natural a state
For that infant
Not so for you
An adult 
Come down then
From your high horse
Lest you be thrown
Necessarily 
By your portrayal
Of spiritual advancement
Without 
The requisite 
Foundation pillars

Without 
 even a modicum 
of patience
Little chance 
You will empower
Sinew and bone
Hone the blade
Of persistence 
Develop
Undying steadfastness
Necessary to do battle
With your own demons

Feigning ascension
Will have little consolation
When the fabric 
Of your own darkness
Imprisons your heart
In muted inaction

The battle 
You presume to wage
With all those 
Around you
Calls the warrior spirit 
Within you 
All that you can bring to bear
Upon that which
Would have you
Wandering life's gardens
Convinced they are battlefields
Where eventually 
Your lifeless body would be found
Having choked the life 
From it
With your own hand.


R. O'Neill (September  04, 2017)








Thursday, 31 August 2017

Heart Gallery


Have you ever considered 
A walking tour 
of 
Your own heart?

I'm sharing mine
From the perspective
Of 
An art gallery

You are free 
To utilize
This same window
Imagine 
through a different lens
Or not at all

I marvel once inside
As I now see
The origins 
of my awe
When blessed to witness 
Rainbows 
Splashed across 
The horizons

To be sure 
A glorious vision
However in truth
A vast projection of 
The mosaic 
Woven throughout 
The chambers of my heart

The corridors are replete 
With the full spectral magnificence 
Which have been transformed
There, they are in various
Stages of transmutation 
Having been subject
To a divine alchemy 

This is an exhibition
Doubling 
As an unrivalled palette.

For a life 

That requires
Endless application
Of creativity
Be applied 
To an endless stream
Of blank canvas

My realization 
Upon my inaugural visit 
Along with a good hoovering
Regular return visits 
Were most definitely warranted

You see the thing is
Once inside 
It is my own 
Sistine Chapel
The kicker is 
Without stepping in 
The ongoing narration
Gets 
Further & further
Removed

From the glorious truth
Of chamber after chamber
Of the most 
Breathtaking majesty
Spun from 
Peacock inspired 
Kaleidoscope rendered
Life soaked pyro-technics

Seize the opportunity 
I implore you
Do not allow 
The passage of another moment
That your heart remain
Unexamined 

If you choose 
My suggested lens
Don't be surprised 
With what you find there 
"This isn't at all 
How it was described???"

I cannot begin 
To anticipate 
The decor 
In your gallery

I can assure you
I will create the most 
Profound silence
While you tell me
What you found there...
If you so choose

You never know 
I might be inspired
By what you share

To do a little redecorating 
Of my own!!


R. O'Neill (August  31, 2017)







Wednesday, 30 August 2017

Divine Song


Vines labouring with the fruit of your love

Their clustered flamboyance bursting

The seeded flavour of ambrosia

Upheld to the ecstasy of knowing you

A nectarine choral avatar

Perched at the ready

To give voice to the heavens through song

As you are glorified in Love's totality



R. O'Neill (August 30, 2017)

Monday, 21 August 2017

Sacred Reunion


How long 
Will you continue 
To ignore
The anguished pleas
And 
Volcanic rage
of the young boy
Whom you evade
Through the daylight
So he dogs you
And haunts 
The silence of the night

Days turn to weeks
Weeks to months
Months to years
Yes that was him
Those nights
When you sat 
Bolt upright
Blood running cold
Having torn 
Yourself from sleep
With your own tormented scream

Remember the falling
Down, down, down
Faster and faster
This time
You open your mouth
To scream
And there's 
Nothing
Not a sound
You are in 
Desperate need of help
And you can 
Sound the alarm 
For no one

A heart aches for release 
From long-standing exile
Yearning the abyss of abandon
Be reconciled
With a new covenant 
Of 
Allegiance
The returning light
Fixed and focused
Illuminates
The labyrinthine chambers
Once desecrated through neglect
Which one again
Will echo the song
Of reverence 
And 
Reflect a sacred resurrection

Will you now
Ease his 
Tireless suffering
Love 
Comfort 
Reassure
Cherish
Encourage
Appreciate

You hold
The soul-sourced balm
That the likes of which
Exist in no other
Should you decline
There will be no peace
Rekindle this 
Sacred union
The holiest of relationships
And 
Know peace

You will find him
Deep within 
A secluded glade
Upon the banks
Of the river
He has wiled away
A lifetime
Calling your return
From the depths 
While 
Staring 
At the grief 
Reflected 
In the eddies and backwaters
Of 
The river

Go to him if you will
He has lived 
Alone & wild
For 
All his days
His trust 
Will not be won easily
Fits of rage
And outbursts
of 
Temper
Will test you
And
Your resolve 
To be there

Make no mistake
You will not 
Be welcomed straight away
However
 Turn your back
And you may find
You have expended
Your only opportunity
For reunion

Your search 
For the divine
Begins 
And 
Ends
Right here
With him
He is lock and key

You must convince him
You are no longer
His captor 
Your liberation 
and his
Are dependant 
on 
You

There is nothing 
You have done
Nor will you do
That 
Represents more entirely
Your responsibility
Nor your purpose...

R.O'Neill (August 21, 2017)

Saturday, 19 August 2017

Natural Balance



"It's Human nature.."
Implies nature 
Is a collection
Of human attributes.


Rather than, 
To be 
Human. 
is 
To be
 Part of Nature.

How then 
To delve below 
The surface?
Of my 
Very humanity?

Why of course
By 
Going down 
The rabbit-hole!

Ironically 
That quest began
At a time 
I would have believed
To have
"Hit the bottom"

It was. 
A bottom.
Determined by me.
But it wasn't,
As low as, 
Could be gone.
Nor was it, 
The core of being. 

There are endless
Categories and classifications.
That are virtually, 
Useless, at defining 
The nature 
Of
The nature 
of 
Self

Different collectives.
Have very little 
Concern,
For how 
You might choose
To define yourself.
Theirs 
Is a design 
To co-opt 
Your energy
To the further 
Power and existence
Of the group entity 

In a widespread
Evolution of consciousness.
And to provide a correction, 
To the gross disparity, 
and
Widespread oppression. 
Of 
Women
A necessary
Swing of the pendulum
Such that women
Are able 
To more 
Readily define
Career path 
And 
Autonomy

A global 
Work in Progress
To be sure
But does it stop there?
No.
There are those, 
Whom would presume.
To not only, 
Chart their destiny, 
As women.
But 
Define 
What it is 
To be "a man."

For any group, 
Or individual,
To 
Push their agenda,
On another,
Group or individual.
Is a violation 
Of their soul.

Yes history 
Is replete with examples 
Of a table turned.

Still. 
It doesn't begin 
to  address
Cultural group mind,
Being forced on 
Other cultures
And these mores
Were upheld 
By both genders

It behooves each.
To determine
From their own core.
From their own, 
Heart and soul.
How they, 
Hold themselves 
In the world,

If it was wrong (which it was)
For men
To 
Be defining and limiting
The lives of women. 
It is no more 
Appropriate that men's 
Lives be determined 
By women.

There is a profound need
For a dropping 
Of widespread divineness. 
And a meteoric rise,
In empathy, compassion and understanding. 
A recognition that humanity 
Is "in this" 
Together.
The "global village",
And the "Human family",
Need to become, 
More than idealism,
Crushed beneath.
The boots 
Of dogmas
And a plethora
Of "ism's."

Growing in numbers.
Are those, 
That are throwing down,
The chains of their oppression..
Deep rigorously honest
Self-examination
Might well discover
One is, their own oppressor.

This can be seen constantly
In examples of 
Individuals that empower themselves
To rise beyond the status quo
Even where totalitarian regimes
Are in power

Soul-aligned self-determination.
Is behind thriving, 
For the individual,
Which would directly benefit,
Their community. 
The deeper one connects
The "themselves."
The deeper they realize, 
They are connected,
To everyone else,
And the planet we live on.

No one ought be left behind.
It is not "human nature,"
That threatens humanity. 
Nature sees to it 
That survival is 
Provided for.
It is greed and power-lust,
That see fit to seed,
The disparity in the world.
Humanity needs 
The collective power
Of all it's diversity
Focused on 
The good for all.

Continued division,
Will lead to, 
Humanities elimination.

Nature. 
Always seek to restore,
A balance.
If humanity, 
Refuses to align,
With Nature.
Nature will make, 
The necessary adjustment.

R. O'Neill (August 19, 2017)


Still in Love .. (Love in Still)


Love

I want to be
Me being love

I love to love

To love myself

To love me for being
Being me to love

Love me for loving

Love me for releasing
Love whom I release
Love while I release
Love that I released

Love I'm free
Love you are free
We are free
Free to love

Love my heart that opened
Love my heart to open
Love my open heart
Love my heart to stay open

Love myself

Love to love
Love to keep on loving
Love the illusion
"To have loved"

I love
There is still love
Being still, in love
Loving that love still is
Being love still
Love being still
In love
Love being love, still
Love being
Love

R. O'Neill (August 19, 2017)