Frustration, apathy, pain that doesn’t quit
What started, as introspection seems a never-ending
pit?
That at this age still losing is difficult to admit
Heard there’s freedom in surrender – o.k. I hereby
submit
If my soul’s here on a mission – it keeps the cards
close against its chest
Instead of certain clarity – life’s been a convoluted
quest
The profound lack of purpose at times leaves me
feeling defeated and depressed
In silent screams I plead with God – at least could
you suggest? !!!!!!!
At one time I sought the answer with all forms of
drugs and booze
Though never found the answer there - through
the haze I was given clues
Each time I awaken further from an extended
unconscious snooze
I realize that I’m being led - by an inner all-loving
muse
No longer dwelling in the past – continually reliving
I now foster love of self - beginning by forgiving
Seek guidance from my higher self - for principles of
living
Focusing on, all in my life – that gives cause to my
thanksgiving
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